Thursday, December 31, 2009

we belong 2gether..........

saLam...





I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so

I should have held on tight

I never should've let you go

I didn't know nothing

I was stupid

I was foolish

I was lying to myself


I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever

Be without your love

Never imagined I'd be

Sitting here beside myself



Guess I didn't know you

Guess I didn't know me

But I thought I knew everything

I never felt



The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't

Hear your voice

Or have your touch and kiss your lips

Cause I don't have a choice

Oh, what I wouldn't give

To have you lying by my side

Right here, 'cause baby



When you left
I lost a part of me

It's still so hard to believe

Come back baby please, 'cause

We belong together


Who else am I gonna lean on

When times get rough?

Who's gonna talk to me on the phone

Till the sun comes up?

Who's gonna take your place?

There ain't nobody better

Oh baby, baby

We belong together


I can't sleep at night

When you are on my mind

Bobby Womack's on the radio

Singing to me

'If you think you're lonely now'

Wait a minute

This is too deep, too deep

I gotta change the station

So I turn the dial

Trying to catch a break

And then I hear Babyface

I only think of you

And it's breaking my heart

I'm trying to keep it together

but I'm falling apart


I'm feeling all out of my element

I'm throwing things

Crying

Trying to figure out

Where the hell I went wrong

The pain reflected in this song

Ain't even half of what

I'm feeling inside

I need you

Need you back in my life (in my life, in my life), baby




we belong 2gther.. huhuhu p ntah lah.. ssh mowk mdh.. huhu

new year...

saLam...

b4 ku lupak...
rtowk laz day dlm 2009...
tepat kol 12 am lak, dh msowk taun 2010..

so, happy new year 2 each n everyone yg ekut perkembangan blog ini...
ada yg mengerti apa yg ku post, n ada yg tidak tau coz kurang phm dgn bahasa penghantar yg aku guna dlm blog aku ini...

anyway, happy new year... mayb isnin baru ku update aku punya blog.. huhu


happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2010....



wasaLam....

kill me...

saLam...

lagu ku suka dgr... p nama lagu i'll kill her... p ku mowk owg kill aku tyme towk.. senang gik ceta kn?




lagu towk ngn besh.. huhu

buduh....

kill me...
kill me...
take me away....

kill me...
kill me...
take me away....

bunoh ku cara paling selamat leh? hahaha

wasaLam...

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

the show.. haha

saLam...

riya aku ada amik vido ku men lagu lenka.. p masalah ny.. lagu ya xabis.. haha tp xpala.. haha suka2 aku bh.. ya vido aku.. bkn ko.. haha




makseh F coz dh upload vid towk.. hehe


wasaLam..

tunjukkan aku...

saLam...

mlm td, ku dgr lagu towk sampe ku tdo.. entah la phal ku mowk dgr lagu towk pe ku tdo.. huhu aku windu ngn ny? aku chenta ngn ny? erm.. Tuhan jak taowk..






Musik dari jiwa
Lagu dari hati

Cerita sepurnama

Canda dan menangis



Belum ku selami

Caturan terjadi

Lelah dipukul badai

Apa mungkin terlerai?


Oh...

Soalan tersendu

Balas hampa bisu

Tuhan, tunjuk sesuatu

Apa dia yang satu itu...


Tunjukkan aku..

Tunjukkan aku..


Chorus:



Apa bisa ku cinta

Kamu seperti mana

Aku dicinta kamu

Aku dijaga kamu


Atau kamu terlalu

Indah buat diriku

bidadari diriku

aku pun tak menahu..


aku pun tak menahu..

apa bisa ku cinta..

tuhan tunjukkan aku..



wasaLAm..

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

lagu agik..

saLam...





wasaLam..


ku mowk blt.. hahha

lalalalalalala

saLam..




Datanglah sayang dan biarkan ku berbaring
Di pelukanmu walaupun tuk sejenak

Usaplah dahiku dan kan kukatakan semua


Bila kulelah tetaplah disini

Jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri

Bila kumarah biarkanku bersandar

Jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar


Rasakan resahku dan buat aku tersenyum

Dengan canda tawamu walaupun tuk sekejap

Karna hanya engkaulah yang sanggup redakan aku


Karna engkaulah satu-satunya untukku

Dan pastikan kita selalu bersama

Karna dirimulah yang sanggup mengerti aku

Dalam susah ataupun senang


Dapatkah engkau s'lalu menjagaku

Dan mampukah engkau mempertahankanku


Bila kulelah tetaplah disini

Jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri

Bila kumarah biarkanku bersandar

Jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar


wasaLam...

i love u anyway.....

saLam...





its 10 pm and your late again
and i can understand what kept you so long
now look at you
wearing that shirt again
dont you realize how ugly that thing is

but even so
i love you anyway
no matter how things have gone
you always have me

now here it comes
you complain again
complain about everything
its driving me mad
now look at you
wearing that shirt again
dont you realize how ugly that thing is

but even so
i love you anyway
no matter how things have gone
you always have me

you always have me


wasaLam...

Monday, December 28, 2009

its raining outside

saLam...





It's raining outside
I'm crying inside
It's raining outside
I'm crying inside

5 a.m in the dark
You like a cold fish with me
You're sleeping I'm thinking
You're turning your back to me
Here in my bed you're mad away from me
Here in my head you're never close to me

It's raining outside
I'm crying out loud
It's raining outside
I'm crying out loud
I run away by foot

Lost in the empty street
You are supposed to follow me
But you are too proud too do it
Here in my bed you're mad away from me
Here in my head you're never close to me
Come on... don't be mad I told you I need you
Come on... don't be sad I'm still in love with you

It's raining outside
may I come inside?
It's raining outside
may I come inside?

It's my fault, I'm sorry
Let me happy this fight
I apologize, would you hug me tonight?
Here in my bed you're mad away from me
Here in my head you're never close to me
Come on, don't be mad, I told you I need you
Come on, don't be sad, I'm still in love with you

from my h.e.a.r.t

saLam...





Each day that I’m away from you,

I feel so weak inside..

I hope that god would give me strength,

to get me through the day..


And when I lay awake a night,

I’ll dream that you’ll be by my side..

I hope that god would give me strength,

to get me through the night..


*It’s a fact I can’t deny,

that you’re far away from me..

But my heart is there with you,

until my life is through..


It’s the pain that I must face,

there’ll be time that I’ll be mad at you..

This is only just because,

I love you so..so very much..


For all the things that you’ve done for me,

I’ll repay them with sincerity..

I hope that god would give me strenght,

to take good care of you..


And don’t you ever cry my love,

we’ll be together oh someday..

I hope that god would give me strenght,

to find a way..



wasaLam..


*ku highlight suma lyric coz suma ya ku nk tuju kan pd ny.. *

ngantowk...

saLam..

aku ngntowk..

badan panas....

demam ka?

xlah ey..

aku beysa2 jak..

rtowk bowink ku..

xtaowk phl..

p bowink lah..

angol..

suma keja xabis..

bowink ey..

ku mowk diat ceta jak..

heroes..

seasons 4 dh sa ku..

kali lah wak..

dh la ey...

mata ku sa nk ttp jak..

p gne mowk diat ceta?

huhu


wasaLam...

i hate u? nope.. i hate myself..

saLam...


i hate u..
xda...

i hate u...
xda...

i hate myself...
aowk...

i mish u?
aowk..

i mish u?
aowk..

i mish myself?
xey...



wasaLam...

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

love like this..

saLam...

one of my faveret song... :)




Oh?Never find a love like this
Oh?Never find a love like this

We go back so far,
swingin in your back yard,
all the things that we used to do
We were cool back in high school
ooh I really liked you,
must have been your attitude.

That's why you keep on runnin
in and out of my mind.

As the years they'll roll by,
Baby, now I know why

I keep comin back to you.


You're the only one that knows me,

love it when you hold me,

never find a love like this

Let me hear you say

now I'll never be lonely,

look at what you've shown me,

never find a love like this


Well this life tried to keep us apart

you keep callin me back to your heart

Let me hear you say

arent you glad you found me,

wrap you all around me,
never find a love like this.

All the guys tried to take me,
you're the one who saved me,
I feel like I owe you my life.
And as strange as it may seem,
I'll go if you take me
I'm willing to sacrifice.

That's why you keep on runnin
in and out of my mind.
As the years, they'll roll by,
it's not hard to know why
I keep comin' back to you.

You're the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this
Let me hear you say
Now I'll never be lonely,
look at what you've shown me,
never find a love like this.

Cause this life tried to keep us apart,
you keep calling me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
aren't you glad you found me,
wrap you all around me,
never find a love like this.

May never find a love, love, love a love like this,
that still make me think about my middle school kiss.
I sit here in this chair and I wish
for you not to leave me now.
My friends they always told me
not to make you my wifey,
man they was putting you down.
And now they see we rollin,
me and you, we strollin,
they don't wanna come around.

Let me hear you say,
you're the only one that knows me,

love it when you hold me,

never find a love like this.

Let me hear you say,
now I'll never be lonely,
look at what you've shown me,
never find a love like this.

When this life tries to keep us apart,
you keep callin me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
I'm so glad you found me,
wrap you all around me,
never find a love like this,

Oh?Never find a love like this?
When this life tried to keep us apart,
you keep callin me back to your heart,
Let me hear you say,
Oh?Never find a love like this.
Oh?Never find a love like this

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

-?-

saLam...

i dun know what happen 2 me this lately..

bila ku bca blog, ku cdeh...
bila ku dgr lgu utk mu, aty ku bunga2..
erm...
entah lah pahal..

tyme towk pun ku seh dgr lagu ya..
aku ska dgr lagu ya..
salu lah ku dgr lagu towk sejak ny kah lam blog ny..

ku ingin rasa gik perasaan ku pd ny tyme mula2 jatuh chenta..
tyme ya xda kelaie...
suma appy..
everything seems perfect..

rasa ingin salu bsama..
xda masalah terus..
erm...
buduh kan aku?



dh la...

celaru...

wasaLam..

Monday, December 21, 2009

lalalala

saLam...

xtaowk mowk post apa.. gik pun, aku suppose cuty rtowk, p pksa twun coz ku mowk amik cuty kamis lak..






yajak lah...

wasaLam..

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

cuty pjg.. manfaatkan lah.. haha

saLam...


start kol 2 towk towk, aku cuty.. ahaha tyme towk pun leh blt, p gik alang2 mowk post benda towk lowk.. hehe aku cuty pjg start rtowk pe lah 21hb lak.. 22 bowk ku msowk keja.. approve ka x cuty, aku cuty jak.. rtowk emegency... coz bapak ku call sowh amik d epot.. hehe

ok lah.. chaw2.. juz nk mdh ya jak tewk.. hehe bubye



yajak koh..


wasaLam...

Monday, December 14, 2009

A... A for aku.. haha

saLam...

artowk, juz aku n nor jak ada d opis.. kak 4 n kak ummi xda, cdak g kL marek, mlm towk blt.. atas urusan kerja.. hehe memandang kan aku tiada kerja, so aku akan mengUPDATEkn aku pun blog.. haha bowink doe..

so aku akan ceta apa yg blaku beberapa minggu, ari, jam yg lalu.. haha siyell da jak...

laz laz laz laz laz laz friday, aku n my geng g men futsal.. ahaha dh lamak dh la.. tyme raya aji ya tewk.. semangatness jak mek owang nk g men futsal.. haha lamak dh bh xmen futsal.. wah.. towk dh bln 12, sak ri raya aji ya bln 11.. haha ngn lamak lah.. bkn apa.. aku tgu gambar wak bh.. n kebelakangan towk pun aku byk keja.. beysa lah, nk ujong taun.. haha :)

raya aji ya tewk, mek owg men futsal kat sport planet jak.. amik dekat dengan suma owg yg tlibat.. haha kira rame wak lah mek owg.. cdak laki men 2 jam.. mek owg mpuan men sejam jak.. dh la player mpuan kurang.. haha 9 owg jak.. so mek owg men 4 sebelah.. sowang reserved.. hehe





towk lah sebahagian dr player mlm ya.. haha n dlm geng mpuan, mek 2 ina paling tua.. haha n nk len suma gik biak2.. haha lucu wak lah men mlm ya.. perey ngn tetak jak.. dh la kepak nk mampus.. mek 2 ina dtg2 lu men.. warming up ngn xda la.. haha ne ndak senak cmya jak pwut mek 2.. haha pix atas ya after men lah.. xdiat ka rmbut basah ada jak.. hehe



ini ina dh saia.. mek 2 bkazen.. haha dak member len suma angol ngn mek 2 coz nk alah2 jak bgmba.. mun owg megang camera jak, kompom muka mek 2 ada.. haha



ini ina n d geng.. cdak maka gik men.. gago wak nk gmba.. ata, atoy n ecko.. men jak tak owg nun dolowk.. boh gago bgmba.. hehe



suma dah kepakness tyme towk.. makin dak laki ya.. 2jam.. haha xbiuk pa men cmya.. n alex taowk da luka bedarah.. haha dpt xcarik aku lam pix ya? haha k bju as roma lamak.. haha



c? da gik muka mek 2 ina.. inilah BFF.. suma dh kepakness dh.. makin ina kah, muka dh merah dh.. rambut ku dh basah mena dh.. kedak owg mdi pun ada.. haha semangatness mek 2 ina.. ina k bju barca, aku roma.. rata2 yg men, k bju MU lah.. huhu xbesh.. haha



dlm pix towk, atoy kontrol ensem.. haha taowk da ny eksen2 bgmba.. haha mek 2 ina? haha mst lah ready nk bgmba.. haha pz n aron 2 2 nutup idong.. sapa kah bau ilak tyme towk? haha mowk owg xk bju ya nk? haha toy, bowh marah2 k? gurau2an semata2.. haha



wah... aron towk apa kejadah ny kah mowk siram aku ngn aek mineral ya.. gus kah lam mulut aku jak aek ya kedong aku haus tyme ya.. haha crazy+ness ada jak aron ya.. sut palak lak.. haha



manja ada jak upa c PAI LANG ctowk.. haha nama tewk gengster yg ada sifat perikemanusiaan.. hehe mek 2 ina ngn xmish lah nk gmba.. haha bak kata ku td, d mana ada camera, d situ ada kami berdua.. haha



ini ata, alex n ecko.. kepakness bh cdak kak berempas pulas men... haha alex pe bdarah kaki.. da diat lutut ny x? blah kanan.. tgn ata ya mendatangkan kompius ku jak.. haha enuff said bak kata pz.. haha



this is kong... bowk blt dr perak.. haha semangatness jak upa.. p aku xda diat cdak men la.. haha aku gik bz ngn ku pun.. haha



td ecko k bju, sekarang bju sudah tiada.. haha pz entah apa d diat ny ciya.. wajah ina ngn sentiasa ngadap camera.. haha



tak owg da diat penampakan x? haha itulah gentanyangan yg menyerupai pz.. ahaha maty ku leh pz mun ny baca towk.. haha d depan sali, dani.. ini dani sdah lamak dah ilang.. lepaking pun dh lamak xsama.. sudah buang batu, kayu, simen kamu dgn aku ya? haha



penampakan agik.. haha gmba aku alu xnampak lah tam penampakan towk.. haha xpyh edit2 gik.. ngn besh pix towk.. terer ko zy.. haha



inilah pix yg akan menutup post blog ku artowk.. hehe mls dh aku mowk naip gik.. haha ada keja ckit ku.. haha


p/s: geng, bila gik tewk??


yajak koh...



wasaLam...

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

hurm...

saLam...

ary towk tersangat lah ngantowk aku.. mybe kerana aku blom lg mencemarkan udara yang tercemar.. haha tp xpa.. jp gk ku mowk kua.. jd opis gurl jp.. mowk cash some money.. :)


out lowk..

wasaLam...

Monday, December 7, 2009

aku pun xtaowk...

saLam...

sebenarnya, saia ada post yang saia blom lg publish.. ini kerana pada mlm itu, tenet sgt2 slow.. kimen.. sbb itu lah saia xjd nk post saia punya entry... haha kimen2.. siyell li jak bnyi.. haha aku da post sumthing 2 3 ari ya, p xku publish.. ini kerana, c DIA telah membaca post itu b4 aku publish.. so c DIA telah post sumthing pd blog ny n isi ny TIRU aku.. haha so aku xjd lah mowk post.. huhu peniru huh.. ya bowk peniru.. haha tp kan, saia akan copy n paste saja entry itu dlm post saia kali ini.. haha siyelllll.... haha


rtowk aku kaka k bahasa sarawak.. i'm proud 2 b sarawakian... hehe aku xpande kaka omputeh ilak, p ku COBA walaupun ny tetak baca blog aku, n ny mdh hal ya face 2 face ngn ku.. haha taowk lah mek xpande kaka omputeh.. mek bkn cekgu BI.. haha aie2... pa d kereco aku towk.. maka ku nk ceta hal len bh.. hehe

ceta aku rtowk pasal aku n ny.. hehe arum bulak dah seminggu towk mek 2 kua besama.. happy? yup, i'm happy when im wif him.. hehe da gik kaka omputeh.. haha :) lak da owg anok ku kak
a omputeh lak.. dh la ku towk xpande omputeh.. spm pun 5 jak.. hehe aie2.. bebalit dgn ceta ku td, ku kua ngn ny ajak semenjak 2 menjak towk.. hehe

dh beberapa ary kua, ny treat ku special kit dr dolowk.. aku pun xtaowk pahal.. mayb ku lom gik bg jwapan yg nya ingin kan dr aku li.. hehe sowie... tak bowk mlm td tny "seh complicated ka?" xtaowk ku nk jwb apa2 mlm td... p deep inside my heart, hehehe xleh pdh.. haha :)


tp kan, ku suka pa yg ny polah kat aku.. aku suka.. hahaha pa? plu kah aku mdh lam towk? tnyak ngn ny pun gak mun mowk taowk.. p mun ny pun xtaowk ndak lah aku taowk.. haha p ku sa, mst ny xtaowk pa yg aku maksudkan... haha mena x ni?? hahaha


tyme towk pun aku ngn ny.. td mek 2 g post opis, renew lesen mak ku.. arum bulak dr isnen ya aku nk renew lesen mak ku, pa yala, ada jak halangan mowk renew lesen mak ku.. marek sistem op9.. kimen da jak.. hehe rtowk bowk dpt renew... pasya mek 2 g secret recipe.. tyme 1 december ya pun mek 2 g secret recipe.. hehe :) pasya mek 2 g men pool... aku xtaowk phl seminggu towk aku mala jak kalah dgn ny.. hehe bia ny menang kali.. haha mst ny manas bila baca post ku towk.. haha :)

boh marah ow..

yg d atas itu adalah post yg saia mksud kan.. after saia membaca blog dia, dia sebut pasal "complicated"... dia xtahu apa sebenar ttg complicated itu.. haha siyelll kaka cmtowk wak.. haha sebenarnya, dulu, saia letak saia punya status "single", yup, tyme itu mmg lah saia single.. tp setelah btemu dgn dia kmbali after 3 months, tanpa ada hitam n puteh, fikiran saia bercelaru.. sbb itu saia letak "its complicated".. hubungan yg saia sendiri xtahu.. itulah sbb saia letak macam itu ma... hahaha campo ikit2 slang cena.. haha tp sampai sekarang aku mseh xbg jwpan pd dia.. aku harap dia phm..



n ada ari ya yg dia confess sama saia.. dia lakukan sumthing special coz dia ingin kan jawapan dari saia.. kalo saia dh bg jawapan, adakah dia akan bhenti apa yg dia sedang lakukan? :( itu saja saia mau kongsi hari ini.. saia mau balik ini.. :) sudah nk jam 5 skarang.. ehehe :)

itu saja ya...

wasaLam...

p/s: i luv u..




Tuesday, December 1, 2009

1st december 2007 - 2009.. *cam date kat batu nisan jak*

saLam...

today, 1st december n sumthing happen on this day, 2 years ago.. he proposed
me 2 b his gurl.. damn ryte, i'm so excited dat day.. d day when 2 heart become 1.. but laz nyte, its different..

we known each other 2years now.. he knew me better than anyone else.. juz like he said, sometyme we always arguing and fighting.. like old man said "sedangkan lidah gik tegigit nk?" haha


laz nyte, at 12am, i received a msg from him n he say happy anniversary.. i'm happy when he still remember dat date n the truth is i'm crying while reading his msg.. i'm happy but at the same tyme, i'm sad.. i'm happy when he said dat he love me, he mish me.. i do love n mish him.. but i cant say a word last nyte even "happy anniversary 2 u 2".. damn.. i'm sucks..

he ask me 2 go out wif him 2nyte n i haven't giv him my answer.. y? i dont know y.. my heart say "yes" but my mouth say "no".. damn!! life sucks... but all my fwen say "u must go... ", "grab the
chance while u can" datz true.. the moment dat i always want is 2 b by his side.. i mish dat moment...



dont let me fall

underneath the moon, underneath the stars
heres a little heart for you
up above the world, up above it all
heres a hand to hold on to

but if i should break, if i should fall away
what am i to do?
i need someone to take, a little of the weight
or ill fall through

you're just the one that i've been waiting for
i'll give you all that i have to give and more
but don't let me fall

take a little time, walk a little line
got the balance right
give a little love, gimme just enough
so that i can hang on tight

we will be alright, ill be by your side
i wont let you down
but i gotta know, no matter how things go
that you will be around

underneath the moon, underneath the stars
here’s a little heart for you
up above the world, up above it all
here’s a hand to hold on to

you'll be the one that I’ll love forever more
ill be here holding you high above it all
but don’t let me fall




yajak lah tyme towk.. sowie if english ku xbgs tas nun.. beysa.. kami budak baru blaja.. haha kami bukan terer english, kami bukan cekgu.. kami hanya blaja math.. haha


wasaLam...